Friday, October 1, 2010

i dun like u

i hate u bitch
i felt tired to deal with ur fake personality
i felt disgusting when i saw u act Q infront of ur family
i felt like punching U when i saw u pretend to be a pure innocent gal infront of male
i felt sick when u do something to make me shame

i really hope tat u get urself out frm tis universal

although i consider myself as a bitch sometime
but still im a friendly and real me bitch
i wont do back slap , i wont act Q & i wont pretend myself an fucking innocent gal with a evil brain

i really cant understand tat
why those male like those bitch so much
for the puxxy , ringgit or collection ?

argh...........
totally cant understand that
anyway
jz some word for U
bitch

GET URSELF FUCK OFF FRM MY WORD





Wednesday, September 29, 2010

ALIKS: Haru Lie (Big Bang!) Remix!



a remix of haru haru & lie from big bang~

Thursday, September 2, 2010

love the way you lie

Eminem Ft. Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a still night in my wind pipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off the law, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going? I'm leaving you
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cus when its going good its going great.
I'm superman with the wind at his back
Shes Louis Lane but when its bad its awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whos that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at him
You swore you'd never hit him; never do nothing to hurt him
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit him
Throw him down pin him
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's a race that's the culprit controls your boat
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you cus today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you ?? the game
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
I guess that's why they call it window pain
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

Now I know he said things hit things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship wasn't as crazy as it seemed
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eye ball
Next time I'm pissed, I lay my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie


touch when listen to tis song ~
especially the 1st two sentences~
got a bit pervert XD

jz stand there and let me
but dun leave me ~

time passed things change
i'd grown up mature ageing
my grown up recalled my childhood
so young so simple so happy
tat;s the value of memory
tat's y it was called memory
something tat we will cherish for


Sunday, May 16, 2010

yo

gonna go kl tml~~
so..... nervous sia~
but nvm..
got BB there~
he's ma support

sms wif him while packing my things
he say wan me to take pic of [packing process]
so tat he can write it on blog n record when i go kl
ahaha

so sweet though
but i mind my messy but soft,comfortable bed being saw by others
kakaZZ

many things to be packed
OMG~~~~~
out of my expectation
i nid extra luggage to put all my stuff inside
like im moving home
XD

hope i'll do well in my new place=kl

PS : daddy bought a new bag for me
got a big surprise when i saw the bad beside me when i wake up
daddy sitting beside me n start talking to me
thx daddy..........i noe u care about me
i wont let u down tis time
love ya

Saturday, April 17, 2010

feel happy to be back wif ma BB~~
mayb u got ur pro n i got ma pro
the most important thing is to be communicate wif each other

so sry tat i let u think tat im not serious wif u
tat's my attitude pro i can say
sry

but about ur fren say he saw i hold another boy's hand
tat's bullshit
when i did tat ?? ha??

sry to keep u wait so long
i cant wait to c eu oso
jz......many thing happen...
but i promise u
may i will go

hope u can c tis ~~~
n thx a lot BB

Monday, March 8, 2010

reborn == lol

ok guysZ
start from now

it's goin to be a brand new day
lol~

so.....
forget about da old post tat i write last time
coz i lazy to delete them~~~

it can be a memory~~
yea~~~

found out tat i like to say "yea"
an influence frm ma bb~~~
hehe

tatoo~

i wan to tatoo~~
izit a gal tat have a tatoo is bad gal??

no no no
it is jz an art~
it is jz like a mark on u

tatoo isnt tat bad
like nil kor kor say~
choose wisely for wat u goin to tattoo on u
can use something tat is really meaningful to u
to get inked on ur body~

tatoo can be sad , happy , n even sexy ~
XD

yea~~~
so........
do not hesitate to get ur own tatoo
start planning now ......

kakaZZ

Saturday, March 6, 2010

为虾米??

为虾米
我跟你说话~
你都不大注意~~~
说了好多~
你都是哈哈哈~~~
虽然我承认自己声音很小
虽然我承认自己会大舌头

为虾米
我就是那么喜欢你~
连你走路~
连你喝可乐~
连你的迟钝~
我都好喜欢~~~
真是可爱到。。。。。。

为虾米
说喜欢我的人~
都是小过我的~~
还是小的离谱~~~
还是很幼稚的~~~
奇怪到。。。。。。
难道我那么大姐姐~~~

yea~~~~
谢谢雅虎
我托你的福
我脱很多网友的衣服
那真的好酷

kakaZZZZ
crazy in tis song~

jz found an old rap song
heard frm frenz d show song~
>mc hammer , cant touch it
nice wat~~

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

...



jz edit d pic~
like da effect so much



Monday, March 1, 2010

gauche que de l'amour

French XD

pour que l'amour me quitte
=>so that leaves me love

yea~
french seems romantic to me
im addicted to blog,french,spanish n those wonderful things as well

uh.......
i wanna go shopping~

..

many things happened
some will turn into memories

some will turn into experience


think many when saw others passing tru my life~

good will stay bad will leave

it's like a circle tat will repeat day by day
it wont stop until im die

things tat happend lately had made me feel unsecurity
made me think like an adult tat i had never done before
izit a good thing?

kinda like snow lately






































Tuesday, February 2, 2010

喜欢听悲伤の歌

空港
猜不透

这类听了会哭の歌
一天听好多次

都是因为爱情
只有爱情
才能让人这样吧

听着听着
哭了

我。。。。
喜欢虐待自己
唱我不可以唱の歌
听我听了会哭の歌
想些我不该想の歌
我真的是虐待狂

如果不是因为爱
不会这样

空港
让我找到以前の影子
让我得到我要の答案
猜不透
让我知道我の心情
让我知道我の感受

想站在雨里
静静の哭
让雨挡挡我の泪水
慢慢把我の悲伤带走
也把我对你の思念
冲走一些
思念太满
脑袋会爆炸
你不会介意吧?
这样才有空间
让新の思念住进去

站在大雨里
期待你の出现
从后把湿透の我
好冷好冷の我
用你湿湿の身体
不过热热の心
一把抱进怀里
然后一起生病

到时
你会来吗??

还是你会生气の骂我
不懂得照顾自己??

Sunday, January 31, 2010

耶。。超开心

今天跟新朋友见面啦
超开心の

刚开始妈妈一直问
简直是身世调查
害我担心了一下下
结果。。。。。
想了那么多借口
用不到
算是不用做坏事啦
XD

朋友还吓我说会坐货车来
我是无所谓啊
不用我走路就可以了
kancil我也说愿意
哇咔咔
不过还是坐了很舒服の车

忘记把朋友车上
装CDの可爱刺猬拍下来
好喜欢它の鼻子
有股很想刺它の感觉
呵呵
下次有机会记得拍下来

今天去了北站
我还以为是北栈
哈哈
名字差不多
可是里面差很多
北站-在永平
北栈-在马六甲
永平の店面布置
蛮像某件著名の店
马六甲の是走高级路线
不过都喜欢啦


点了个冰火多士&蜜瓜奶露
超爱蜜瓜
可惜の是
热热の多士上面の冰淇淋
因为我一直说话
溶掉了 T__T
脆脆の多士像软面包一样
幸亏花生酱好香
升点了香草奶昔
还有一个不知道是什么名字の小吃
脆脆の
好想偷咬一口

遇到了老师跟朋友
不过我正讲得起劲
所以只是摇摇手咯

要谢谢升今天带我出来走走吃东西
还陪我聊天
特地跑来载我
还要送我回家
再回新山
真是万分感谢啊
下次到我请你呗

ps:升の胡子超可爱の唷
可爱の脸配上山羊胡
还真有点男人味勒
XD
我疯了

Saturday, January 30, 2010

说事实吧

我の不安
是我没信心
我人有不是很美
也不像其他女生一样
会打扮
出街の时候
最多嘛穿一件差不多のt-shirt

我是那种走在路上
不会有太多人看我の女生
偏偏有人说我美
是骗我の吧

那你是不是也这样?

我不喜欢化妆
想学
不知道去哪里学
我也想变靓靓
至少跟你一起
会觉得比较安心

==
wtF........

开始做工了
好累
看老友狗狗也会看到睡着
可是我想等比比上网
因为要跟他讲下话

做工会累
不做又没事做
麻烦啊~
面子书给我玩到闷了
怎么办??

明天去剪头发
想染头发の
可是明天约了朋友
去吃东西,行街街
T____T
下次咯

Friday, January 29, 2010

想念

好想你哦
我知道了~
呵呵

不过还是会不安
到底为什么啊?
哎哟

放心
不会乱想了
信你啦~
因为你是我比比啊
哇咔咔 XD

尝试融入你の生活
尝试理解你の想法
握着你の手
在想你正在想什么
想偷偷看着你の侧脸
却害怕被你发现到
喜欢你会牵我的手
好甜好甜
送我走的时候
喜欢看你高高的背影
慢慢离开我
虽然感觉跟你一起
始终还是像做梦

喜欢你
也喜欢你朋友
虽然只有CL哥哥会理我
哈哈
我最老勒~
T_____T

开心

最近从新爱上”空港“这首歌
很伤心~~不过跟我の心情完全不一样~
呵呵
我好想你哦~~~
新年,不顾一切の去吧!!!
对。。。。。



话 已经讲晚 爱已风干
心 不再摇晃 梦早已存档
谁在寂寞的空港 催促就离去的航班
只能这样 删去你的影像 就没有遗憾
这次我很坚强 不再有幻想
你的梦不够宽敞 装不下我的泪两行
今夜我就要离航
冰凉月光 走进没有爱情的空港
忘掉感伤 忘掉所有替你圆的谎
无力伪装 天塌下来就让别人去扛
没有你那又怎样 你真的不必再勉强
我不会再有期望 今夜就要把你释放
乘着月光 航向没有梦想的空港
面对忧伤 面对明天我会更勇敢
不怕风霜 告诉自己就在这里松绑
没有你 就是这样
间断月光 停在没有回忆的空港
独自流觞 抱着自己好好哭一场
不再迷惘 不再给你再有任何想象
没有你 不会怎样
就把你 遗忘
把你 遗忘

Saturday, January 23, 2010

W.H.Y

why boys will lie?
they lie to get what they want

why girls will lie?
they lie to protect what they like

-different of liez between boys n girls-
1. boys wont care you hurt or not as they lie u
2. girls will care about ur feeling so they lie u
3. boys lie by not depents on the situation
4. girls lie depends on the situation

to be continue.......
going to have dinner~

Sunday, January 17, 2010

==

怎么开始说
他在骗我呢?
还是我在骗自己?
干姐跟女朋友。。。
差很多哦~~

我在介意什么?
应该跟他一样open
还是自私一点??
可是他有蛮多优点
够情趣。。。。
够爱玩。。。。
够浪漫。。。。
够男人。。。。
够成熟。。。。
完全没有17岁男生的影子
赞~~~

可是赞过头
太多女生喜欢了
太受欢迎了。。。
我无奈

如果他还有女朋友
可以跟我说
我不介意
预了的啊
可是。。。
他不坦白
他在怕什么??
跟他一起
好疯
好自由
好开心

Friday, January 8, 2010

hymm

抱歉
之前错怪了某个人
干嘛在人家快忘记の时候来找人家解释?

生气也是生气那一下下啦
谁叫你那时当我透明の
不过你还是我の好朋友,好哥哥
怕你忘记我罢了~

喝了酒の人
说出来の话是真の吗?

(肚子开始打鼓了 T_______T )

年纪大
心智小
在说我吗?
干嘛都快19了
还整天跟小我の人聊天?
是好是坏???
わからない

那些在脑里の人
最近还好吗?
私はあなたに幸せな希望
(祝你们开心)


雪特

其实部落格里面就有了啊
干嘛还哭着找完整个电脑
真的需要睡觉了~~~

08.01.2010

整夜没睡
从看搞笑の我猜我猜我猜猜猜
无聊到看“艺伎回忆录”
看着巩俐,章子怡说着我不大明白の英文
到上facebook看看有什么新东西

发现某位帅哥网友跟女友の合照
帅哥+美女=绝配,好看
看着看着。。。。。。。
想到了以前的照片
因为整夜没睡
有点搞不清自己在干嘛

找不到照片~~~
心急了。。。。。
为什么????

在垃圾桶里
找到了熟悉の面孔~
看着看着
突然发现他变老了
我居然哭了~
是以什么心情哭??
不知道~~~
泪就是这样流出来

是在羡慕吗?
还是在想念?

时间-0949 ,天气-阴天

(ps : 肚子好饿,可是不行睡觉 )

Saturday, January 2, 2010

2010

2 january 2010
可惜啊....
不能在2010的第一天写下第一个blog

很开心
2009年の最后一刻
2010年の最先一秒
在朋友の陪伴中渡过


时间一分一秒の过
气氛越来越紧张
周围の人好兴奋
头一次参加倒数活动
云顶の人潮
云顶の气氛
云顶の气候
超适合の
烟火表演超棒の说
只可惜晚间雾太浓
把灿烂の烟火遮住了
不过我还是跟着人潮叫得大大声の
嘻嘻
兴奋
云顶の人潮多到恐怖
头一次被人挤到差点压墙壁
跟不认识の人挤在一起
老の
少の
男の
女の
恐怖。。。。。。
不过我还是会去の
at last
new year
new horizontal
new life
new destination
XD